My beautiful ideas for Iran is a destant dream now, My progressive country is now going to be moving backwards. History is repeating. But I wonder if anyone wants to tolerate it or not?We shall see what the people's reactions are after the first decision of our newly elected president.

Happy belated birthday to my blog:)



I can't believe one year has gone by. Actually my blog's birthday was May 7th and this is really belated birthday for it...sorry my dear blog for forgetting your day. I don't want to be blunt but I think there is some one esle that has become as important as you in my life. So for today, just accept my gratefulness for having you:)

Election fever

Well after all discussions to vote or not to vote, to either a murderer or a theif, Iranian Embassy in Canada announced that they would not be able to provide voting services for the second round. So I guess whoever is interested has to travel to somewhere else!!!!

OFFICE POLITICS

My Supervisor:I feel the same frustration, you had when we had OOS case.But I guess I have to learn my lesson. Atleast I say I am sorry for the mistakes I make, They don't even say it eventhough they know they are wrong.

I just noded,in my mind, I felt very sad for her,for her dreams, despite our rough relationship,because of her pressures from the spy in our group,she now regrets the pressures and wants my approval on her agenda.I know it wasn't her when she said, some of those things, she said. I am waiting to see the result of this office politcs happening and this huge structural change in our department's result. Everyone thinks its a failour, becasue the goal is great but the executioner is not professional, and he is under too much influence of the spy. In a way, it's funny, I never thought all those lessons in history, we learned, would ever come handy. But here it is, but in a very small scale. It's amazing how much some one can manipulate someone else to endanger his position for the manipulator!!!The results of the change will be finalized today and everyone is just watching. I have chosen my path, I know they want me and need me, and its my turn to give them a hard time, I am going to move to the technical support group, when they extend my contract.

Yesterday I had the most interesting experience with my car!!well at 7:10 am, when I was leaving the house, I realized my starter doesn't work, I tried several time, but no sign of any life in my poor car, so I rushed to my mom, and asked her to take me to work so in the afternoon I can find someway to fix it. So finally I got to work to my astonishment only 10 minutes later!!whoever knows me enough,knows that I am paranoid with me being on time at work,and I not kidding, I will be on my desk 7:30 +/-1 minute. Anyways I could get a ride with one of my co workers, where she dropped me off at Downsview subways station and with 84 bus, I finally got home,now it was 5:15 and I was thinking on how to fix it, shall I call my mom to call CAA?Is it the battery problem?Is it the starter problem, they were all the topics that my coworkers adviced me on!!so finally an angle came to my rescue, and helped us see if the problem was because of the Battery or not nwith the aid of my dad's car, first trial, I could hear my car's engine..I had this big smile on my face, then we decided to give it some time to charge up but when we turned it off again it went dead again, so we charged the battery again, and now this time were wondering it is the translator's problem or not. Since we couldn't find a way to figure it out, we took my car to his hospital, Canadian Tire, anyways I got lucky that it wasn't too full, After some tests, they said the problem was the battery and it was dead, so I ended up buying a new battery but know my beautiful car is alive and running:)now it's my turn to be charged up..I NEED A VACATION!!!!

Star Wars and Election!!

Most of the weekend was the talk over election and how people who voted or boyocoted. It wasn't a big suprize for me that Rafsanjani got elected. Anyways now it's second round between Rafsanjani and someone called Ahmadi nejad, that I don't know of. But one thing is now clear to me, the ignorance of us, who live outside of Iran. We should admit that we don't know what is going on in Iran, because of the fact that we don't live there anymore and we don't get the right news and sences.
Yesterday I got the chance to watch star wars. My friends explained to me the history of the movies and the terminology. It was a pretty sad movie to me, I nearly cried. In a way may be because it was a bit like what my country might go through if the misunderstanded vote being casted. I was not a big fan of unrealistic movies, but what I found out is that, even in the most unreal movies, the story line can be real, same as in a very real movie, the story line can be unreal and illogical. In this episode, It links the past, present and future. It's pretty sad how a hard decsions can cause so much pain and distruction and if you slip in your decsion and if you do something for the sake of your loved ones, if you don't consult them, the results can even be deadly for those loved ones. It's a story of a deep love connection, in which the boy is willing to shake his ideals for the sake of girl's life, little he knows that the girl loves the boy because of his ideals. And she won't be willing to live if she sees him lose his ideals and path. It's sad, but makes me think, how many times, I have heard that a situation got worse because of lack of communication. At the end, Love is to let go of your beloved to come back to you, if it is true love.